i’ve fallen. and i don’t WANT to get up.

if i tried to walk to you, it’d take me approximately 25 days. but maybe if i ran, it’d only take 20.

but where did i find you anyway? there’s so many unfortunate events that led me to you. maybe you’re that silly little light at the end of the tunnel i always heard about.

the world is so hate filled, and i’m a little too negative sometimes. but you make everything seem hopeful, and a little easier to deal with.

these are just words. but if i get it just right, they might mean something to you. they might even make you flash that perfect smile of yours.

i laid on my bed today, and watched the sky turn from blue to cloudy and grey. i thought about you, and what role you play in this world. you have so much to offer, and i want help you get to where ever it is that you want to be.

are you the man of my dreams? of course you are. but you’re so much more than that. you have things that i didn’t know i wanted, or could have. you have exceeded my expectations.

so far.

but there is so much of your mind (and body… well.. pretty much all of your body) that i haven’t yet gotten into. but i can’t wait.

there’s something about you that makes me want to be better, and that makes me want to let you in. and i am letting you in. i mean let’s be real here, you ARE in. please, don’t stop. and please continue to be patient with me when i can’t grasp all of the amazing things you say about me. i’ve got some scar tissue that makes it a little difficult for me to believe those types of things. but it won’t hinder me forever. i promise.

i want to make you happy forever. cause you’re the one i’ve been waiting for.